lamentations and longings of a lovesick librarian

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i am a twenty-two-year-old with a proclivity for loving too much, too fast, too often. i work at a library (though not truly a librarian, as that requires a degree), located, in the words of william gass, in the heart of the heart of the country. i like books and film photography (i have a minolta maxxum 3000i for now) and crochet and chess puzzles and dolls. this website is a glimpse into the loneliest corners of my very own mind.

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"there is scarcely anything more difficult than to love one another" - rainer maria rilke reading: blood meridian, or the evening redness in the west